Wishes.... and when it comes true?

Who does not have wishes?? All of us do wish for things to happen. More often than not, we wish for the good things to happen to us....

I always wish for my kids to have a happy and safe life, smiling all the time and worry-free.


I wish for Adriana to grow up faster ... and now she is a blooming 3.5 years old girl

I always want Adlina to learn the meaning of responsibility and she is picking up fairly well for her age (plus her "super duper active movement").

I wish for Adilah & Adlina to be close to each other, and not cat-fighting 24/7/365 and I think I did witness more "tolerance" happening now...

I wish for hubby to get what he wished for in his career and Alhamdulillah now he's moving forward.

But for that wish, what is the price the girls have to pay?? For every minutes he is away, I am fighting this guilt feeling I have in me... "What have I done"?

But my inner voice is also asking "What is the hikmah behind this"? Ya Allah, how do I explain this feeling??